As many people know now, I am pregnant with my second. I've gotten many "was this planned?" questions since announcing. I can happily say yes, it was. Didn't I realize it would happen so quickly? No. But I am so thankful and blessed.
I'm not going to lie, there are many times I look at Skyler and then look at my belly and say "what am I am thinking?" Those time are especially frequent when he throws his tantrums or screams at the top of his lungs for fun. :) And honestly, I don't know what we were thinking having them so close. There are many upsides and downsides to having 2 under two years. But I know we will be fine. I am especially excited about my two littles playing together. Skyler does a great job with other kids already, so it will be fun to see him interact with the baby :)
One thought that has crossed my mind more than once is the fear of a second round of PPD. It has been close to my mind and prayers lately. It's a very scary thought, more scary to me than labor and delivery. But I think we will be ok. I have a plan in place with my OB.
So I will try to keep up my writing on here as I find it is a nice outlet for my thoughts. Thanks for checking in :)
Jessica
